Dream Threads

You don't find answers, you find pieces to the puzzle.  Little tiny pieces that push you towards the truth.  You don't want to believe it because you love him and he loves you.  He says it all the time and how sorry he is for what he did and that its the last time. But it never really stops it repeats itself and you just don't do anything because he tells you how its your fault.  That your the reason he gets the way he does.  But he loves you and that should be enough.  Even when he isolates you from your friends and family making it so that he is the only one in your life, and without him your life would be pointless.  Even when you get a tickle in the back of your head you still stay and ignore it.  And when he doesn't change, when everything stays the same, the tickle becomes an itch you cant scratch until finally it turns into a slap in the face.  And you realize that he is dark and absorbs light, so you can never get a good look until your to close.